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2004-10-24 - 3:25 p.m. Here I am again after a broken fast...However I did lose weight so I feel like only half a failure :)... So today I'm on 38.5kcals,because I'm having a chocomilk as breakfast..tryin to keep it on only that but since we're visiting a friend of my mom i don't know if i can get away with eating the whole day... Yesterday was a very bored day...I spent the whole day...That's right THE WHOLE day infront of the computer...Can you believe the boredom??Anyway as i was there all was okay until Lisa thought I laughed at her..and felt sad about it...Now for some people they dont care...but people like me will actually have a sleepless night due to it...I would never laugh at her because there is nothing to laugh about and to be laughed at is like the worse thing in the world..i of all people know that too so i was tryin to make her see that i wouldnt have done that and never have but i dont know if i was successful..So there i was after turning off the computer at 5AM,lygin there wondering what else i could say and what i could do for her to see that i would not do that and for her to know that i never lie...Ugh I'm still sad about that..I hope everything i going to be fine between us because i really dont want to lose her friendship over someting like this..which is one big missunderstanding. Anyway I'm off... Current Music:Sugar Bash''Suga Suga''
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